a fine saturday evening...

it's saturday evening...after working half day..we meet each other...out of nowhere the idea came across my mind to do this thing...

that Ms. N ask...."why r u so sudden wanna meet me today??"...
I stuttered..."aaa...emm nothing...just wanna have a bit chit-chatting with u thats all..yeah since we haven't met for quite a long time.."

it has been almost two years we haven't met each other since the 'tragedy'...

Then the meeting goes well...we share our experience and thoughts...it's a meeting not a 'date' ok....

However, old memories play its 'melody'...and it reminds me about our old days...
and I just feel...how could I afford to lose Ms. N at that time..before..??...

Those strange thoughts start to blow my mind...

emm..I think I should forget it...let bygone be bygone...Ms. N is already taken...Ms. N is not mine anymore...she's happy now with smeone else...n im also happy with my life now..towards achieving my 'ambition'....

but somehow.....i dont know....did I made a right decision??..